a long time to check out. now its time to check in, i suppose. i think today i will write in no-caps.
i had a good visit from bad texas recently, and now i realize that i need to write some more. went to the law school for a nice reunion with people i had not seen in some time and i come back here, trying to dig myself back up.
i made up that word because its easy but writing, really writing and really doing this thing is a task. i respect my many friends who do their art and do it always. i’ve always known writing is somewhere in my fingers, but bringing it back out is the tough part.
it hides, and i need to seek.
maybe it likes to be called by a different name, a different face, a new smell. a piece of heart ripped and mashed into digestible bite-size pellets. so it seems.
only time will tell.
